| gladis_89 ( |
well...i just woke up. i feel so weak and light headed. sometimes i thinki regret what i am doing to myself. but then i look in the mirror...i watch TV and see like ashley olsen and nicole richie and i think that if they can, i can! so i am going to drink some water and do as many push ups, or sit ups i can...maybe then go on the treadmil? i will probably have to eat somehitng....like yogurt? oh god. i am so confused about this. thats why i hope i get ito thininspiration. but whatever. patty acts like i am a three year old and will not give me good advice. she just laughs and says, "it'll never happen." fuck her! whatever. going to get off my fat ass...
August 11 2005, 22:06:02 UTC 6 years ago